Yesterday was hell. i was soooo bored staying at home dat i nearly went crazy. The fireworks started at 9am...and I WAS AT HOME!... cant believe it...most of my frenz were going to watch..mi? no mood. then i thought staying at home wasnt a good idea..so i went to find yonlee at parkway. i need sum1 to share the sorrow of not watching the firework with mi..haha. when i saw her, she said her dad was fetching her back... it was then i really felt devestated...i went shopping alone at parkway...nuting nice to see de. it ws 9.30 i went to ntuc and i saw a figure outside popular. i thought it was her. i went up and saw sum1 diff frm her-shape wise.i walk past dat figure two times...confirming dat was a person i do not know. i sat down by the roadside for 15mins...after,time to go home...as i was walking, i rev an sms. ''were u at marine parade?''.....haha wtf.. dat person was her sis..all in all, we three met, eat ice-cream, went home...sure was a boring day..
It wad 11.59 and i was playing the 'drumming' game then suddenly my phone rang. an sms read ''yes bahx''. it was from her-candice. SHE WAS GONNA GIVE MI A CHANCE!!!!! WA LAN EH!!! i was happi for 3mins...after which i thought ''is she for real?''...i noe i should trust her but its jus too sudden. i cannot take it. i asked her for reasons but she onli reply ''i couldnt bare to leave u''. ok at that time i WAS happi. but after thinking for the whole nite, i doubt it (sorry..). If she was going to giv mi chance cant she said it seriously? this is not a game. she said she really really want to be single for the past 12 days... and wad abt THAT guy she likes?? she said it was jus a crush...so i hav to go tok to her...This morning i msg her sumthing like ''do u regret''...she didnt reply...onli saying to go home early afterwards. its 6.30 now...and im meeting her at 8.30pm. 2hours..make or break...i want to hav her back, but if she do not hav the heart anymore, i wont. understand? i dun feel the love i had frm her b4...its sad. im going orchard later to meet her... to FIND OUT THE TRUTH. till then, wish mi luck...as i continue to pray.