I hav ALOT ALOT ALOT of comments today. if u are reading this now, go prepare urself a cup of milo while reading. on the aircon, or windows to enjoy the natural breeze. isnt life wonderful? haha but for mi, erm...im not to sure...
its early in the morning. i woke up with recollection of events frm yesterday. contented. im working for SA (sexy ass) later. i was as excited as a newborn waiting to drink milk. oh no, my hair jus wouldnt stand. it took mi around 20 mins to get my hair done. met jon at station and we went together. once we reached there, flyers, flyers and MORE flyers. see, if u noe mi, u would noe how much i 'LOVE' giving flyers. haha..been working for tradewind in the past giving flyers. ive done sooooo well dat they wont even bother to ask mi to work for them anymore. it was since the infamous costume-wearing in NATAS had my relationship with them demolished. haha...we earned $320 in three days at that time. how cool is that. but our attitude for dat 3days is sumthing like asking bill gates to pose for playboy. we were standing at the bridge toking abt how a skater downstairs would hold our flyers and skate--if we stand in front and throw a packet of 300 flyers to him. we were seperated when a bugger came and asked one of us to go to the busstop. ok, no problem. jon went and i stayed at the bridge. feeling abit tired,i laid my back on the ralling. a women in yellow came. "can u stand properly? u are wearing the SA tshirt."
*i try to keep my blog clean yaa*
FUCK U OLD BITCH! JUST PRAY DAT UR DAUGHTER WONT GROW UP BECOMING A PROSTITUTE WEARING AN UNDERWEAR WITH UR BLOODY FACE ON IT!
sorry...i tried to keep that clean.
my head was burning. i could actually see the booth went up in flame. i changed place with jonathan. at the busstop, i tried to chat with the ctc guy who oso there giving flyers. another sissy. never mind. standing there for hours,i nearly died. die from boredom. therefore, i asked him come down and gave flyers at the busstop 2gather. i felt like a dog without its bone. the time went as slow as jun yuan's action. at one time, we saw two SA girls at the bridge taking four pieces flyer on the hand and stand there like the america next top model. sometimes i wonder life is jussss soooo unfair. tell u wad happen next.
we went to the toilet. 5mins we came back. one moron in white whose name starting with 'D' came running to us. "how could u leave ur flyers there? if lost u must pay! and u all go toilet cannot take turn meh? next time go must take it with u!"
grace, jianwen, grace.
KAN NI NA CHYEE BYE FUCK UR MOTHER UPSIDE DOWN AND DUMP HER INTO THE TOILET BOWL LAR! NA BEI GO GEYLANG SELL UR BACKSIDE FOR $2 PEOPLE ALSO THINK TOO EXPENSIVE!
i mean, we hav been giving those flyers for free... and so many people dun wan to take. now wad? leave it there u think ppl wan to steal ar? ur skull inside hollow or wad? or is it becos ur boifren fuck u too hard yesterday and u not happi? wadever the case, lets jus forget it. im sorry ok, im sorry.
dinner was great...chicken rice...finally, something edible. played pool for 15mins after work then go home. life sux? im not finish.
Ur* fren say i veri xiao qi. so wad? i dunn care. i am. i mean, u dun do wad u say. ur promises are all fake. i finish work at 9. ur fren 8pm go back u wont even bother to look for mi. ok, i may be possessive. but maybe im too pampered by u last time.PLEASE TELL MI WAD U REALLY FEEL.
i am worthless. i am not worthy of having anyone. i am not wanted by anything or anyone. i am alone..people treat me like shit. people take what they want from me and go. it all boils down to the fact people are leaving, and not returning. so i sit here, alone. one single stray emotion on this lonely night. the ringing of your voice in my head is my only comfort, and my biggest fear. watching all the happy moments abanden me like every human has done. no one wants me in their life. they dont care about me. im not wanted. i am not needed. i am used. i am lied to. i am hated, and most of all..i am alone. i am lost and cold...forsaken by all men. i am a piece of worthless shit. i am not a good friend. i am not a good person. i am not a good boyfriend. i am a moron. i am abandoned. i am a burden.