U just giv mi a call and i'll be there. But where were u when i needed u?

Heyy frenz, in ur heart, do u have a special someone? someone whom u willing to spent all ur time with, someone whom can cure all ur worries and loneliness? if yes, i ask u another question.
Wad if dat special someone of urs is gone? Will u try all means to get him/her back? or will u just let go? tell mi wad i should do.

I tried to talk to her..but she jus replied "dunno". She keep hanging up the phone every now and then. jus wan to tell her* i hav my limit too.

My life, the same old story. went to daryll's house with junyuan and chongmeng. we foursome each has different personality. haha but when mixed togather, the place is like a zoo. played til evening and went back home for dinner. heyy! its been a long time since i last ate at home. the feelings? erm..i perfer old chang kee. haha...fetched to parkway to meet jonathan and played (u guess-- something with balls and a stick). i won 3 games out of 4. haha not bad lar, consider his skills.. (okok the ball is not round i noe..u go tell dat uncle ok? lost means lost). had one of the worst dinner in fried rice and bandung milk shake. it was hell. dispite thinking of how people in argentina have no food to eat, i still feel dat eating cow dung is a pleasure.

Working at the comex dat time, i came across this person. wad caught my eyes is dat she put her boyfren's photo as her handphone wallpaper. i was touched. the feeling is like...'i once had it but now, no'. its hard to put down in words...but all in all, i missed the time when i with her. happy and sweet. but its gone. yeaa... no use thinking abt the past BUT HOW!?!?!

She asked mi a question last time: If my mother and her fall into the water, who will i save.
heyy boys, tell u wad. if next time ur girlfren pop u this question, and u dunno how to answer,
remember: keep ur bloody mouth shut, laugh, and ask her whether she want ice-cream.
she told mi to save my mum-- cos ur mother feed u up.
She, obviously, doesnt noe one thing.
i dunno whether i wan to post it down.... i jus tell u briefly. people will not live forever. some can grow old with u, some cant. mark my words, the power of love....its empowering...hahaha

HOW!?!? 13/09/2006 1pm. sem result. i KNOW i will fail. its true.
u noe, some people always say "i will fail i will fail'' but in the end gotten higher then bill clinton. i hate those people. they burned midnight oil and remember all the context and when it comes to before the exam,
"Did u study?"
"No".
All time faggots. this is not being humble, this is plain mockery.
But for mi this time, i really really didnt study for my sem exam. serious. i didnt had the mood dat period. trust mi, if i somehow pass, its all boils down to luck. but, like i always say, "it jus wont happen"

3am. better sleep. if not tmr open my eyes and see the hour hand pointing at '2'. haha... may god bless my soul. and urs too (whoever reading this).

"Wo yi jing zhao bu dao yuan beng de ni le"
Thinking of it wont solve anything.