Tagged by zhili's blog, so i have to answer.

full name: Kuah Kian Boon (Jianwen)
name backwards: nooB naiK hauK
were you named after someone: Nope, dun think so
meaning of name: Nah
nickname: Kuku bird, and one with king kong...
screen name: wad the hell?
D.O.B: 12/4/1988
place of birth: KK
nationality: Singaporean
current location: Sims Drive
star sign: aries
religion: Jews..nah..freestyler
height: 161
weight: 40?
shoe size: 7
hair colour: Black + purple
eye colour: black
who do you look like: Michael jackson
innie or outtie: outtie
leftie or rightie: ambidextrous
gay, straight, bi or others: straight...STRAIGHT
best friends: my inner self
best friend you trust most: hardly trust anyone...
favourite pals: My frens who kill my time
best friend of opposite sex: skip
best buddies: na bei...same question again...skip
boyfriend or girlfriend: HER*
crush: still her
parents: lao bei and lao bu
worst enemy: My heart
favourite online guy: dunno...dun tok to guys much on msn...
favourite online girl: maybe a few...
craziest friend: junyuan
advice friend: quite afew i can turn to.. better dun metion here
loudest friend: daryll....when he sings
person you cry with: myself...yea...its sad...
any sisters: no
any brothers: one..near my groin area
any pets: nah..tamakuchi? no? ok...
any disease: lovesick
pagers: wads dat?...haha
personal phone line: got..y? u wan?
cell phone: n80
pool or hot tub: neither
a car: nope
your personality: hot tempered..selfish...possessive
driving: failed basic theory
room: yes
whats missing: her love
school: spore poly
bed colour: red?...haha
relationship with parents: not close..
believe in yourself: gut feelings...but it always fail me
believe in love at first sight: no
good listener: not at all...but trying to be one
get along well with parents: nope
save email conversations: it jus wont happen
pray: she will change..and notice mi
believe in reincarnation: maybe..haven really thought of this
make fun of people: always
like to talk on the phone: onli with her
want to get married: its part of life...yes..i wann
like to drive: it'll be cool...
motion sickness: yeaa
eat stem of broccoli: wad the hell?
eat chicken with fork: always..like ah gua laidat
dream in colour: kind of
type with your fingers on home role: wtf?
sleep with stuff animals: nope
next to you: bed..my room kindda small lar..u see..
on the walls of your room: radio, clock, fan...ect..
on your mousepad: nope
dream car: one with four wheels
dream date: with her
dream honeymoon spot: paris
dream husband or wife: still early
bedtime: 3-4
under your bed: floorslab
single most important question: do u still love mi?
bad time of a day: when she didnt call or msg mi
your worst fear: she change heart. love mi no more
the weather is: i dun care abt the whether anymore
time: 1.30am
date: 9/9/2006
best trick did on someone: forgotten
theme song: ai mei
hardest thing about growing up: having to accept dat people will change...whether we like it or not
funniest experience: quite afew...
scariest experience: life without her
silliest thing you have ever said: those i msg her when i didnt meant to
scariest thing while you are with your friends: afew..
worst feeling: when she didnt even care abt mi
best feeling in the world: being loved by her..like in the past

alot happened today...mi and chongmeng went all the way to parkway jus to meet dat bugger who pestered mi day and night to meet. in the end, the work he has is for us to do survey. nabei...waste my whole afternoon... after dat took bus to orchard to find daryll whose album was out yesterday...ya.. he was the one who sang with fei yu ching. haha...mixing jay chuo and fei yu ching is like asking a tiger to hug the tree. funny yet unbelieveable. groundbreaking yet mismatched. okok i like dat song..but i still prefer to listen to ai mei. met her at 6pm..and went cityhall to look for my shoes. yeaa..i wann buy soccer boots..but the price there is like wad i hav to pay for staying a night in hotel 81. it was 7.30...and she told mi she wanted to go home... wth...i mean ive cancled my things jus to go out with her and yet she told mi she wan go home when we have onli gone out for 1.5 hour...maybe is becos she felt bored bahx...i dunno. went eat at mac and ran home with her to avoid the rain.
When reached, she jus went back home...without saying anything.. mi? left alone there for the rain to stop. tears formed behind my eyes. cant she even accompany mi for awhile? cant she even talk to mi for awhile? all she did was jus to go home and do her own things. ok..she brought an umbralla for mi afterwards but dat was when i msg her my discontentment. does she even care abt mi? i really wonder...and now while im typing this im still waiting for her call...its now 2am...im still waiting...

I really really want to end all these. im suffering..and yet she dun even care. all she said after was a 'sorry'. but tell mi, does the sorry helps? im in pain...yet she dunn care. she has a veri happi life..with her frenz all dat...it'll be better without mi..i must try to let go...but how?

my heart hurts like hell. my soul is suffering. my life is ruined.