I had a product training at 9am today. as usual, the body refused to even jerked. lying on my cosy bed, it was heavenly. at the blink of an eye, it was 1pm. wow. how fast time moved. no job, no life. went to kick soccer in the afternoon. pathetic.

I played like micky mouse. maybe it becos of the blazing sun. headache, vomit, and nearly fainted. cant believe i was so weak. so i took a rest on the void deck...and picture of her appeared again. i waited till 4am yesterday...there was no respond. no call. no msg. nuting. dat leaves mi wonder whether i should really give up. a mentor of mine told mi dat i should take things as it comes. no use pestering. give her the freedom she always wanted. although dat will leaves mi lonely, but its better then hurting her.

We played 5-a-side. i scored two goals. largely missed during the early part of the game. nearly gave up. cant shoot. cant pass. cant dribble. and cant even position myself properly. but despite the difficult circumstances, i tried and tried. there were vast improvement. the sun went down. cool breeze calmed mi. i even began to enjoy myself.

Jus a word, soccer dont make mi better. its jus a way to distract myself. there are EPL later tonight..and i bet on all the top four matches...haha maybe dat will make mi interested to watch more.
Liverpool: draw
Man Utd: draw
Chelsea: draw, win (HT/FT)
Arsenal: draw, win (HT/FT)
May god bless me.

**going to hong kong soon!!! WWWHOOOHOOO!!! but i need to get over myself before going.. so i will make full use of the visit...to enjoy myself fully...and not buried in relationship problems.

If u* are seeing this, how are u?