"U have ur frens. I have mine. can stop being so dependent on me?" --her*

One line kills all. the picture above shows the happi days in the past. they were much in love. all were gone. gone forever.

Went chinatown, took my pay, robbed a bank. i was a happi man. im $110 richer. haha... went play pool at marina square. oh man. i can confirm its either the table not flat or the balls not round. but still managed to win junyuan at all rounds. haha...went ikea after dat and she* bought a mirror. 1.6m mirror. wow!!! lucky i didnt hav to carry it on the bus...if not later hit it against the pole and crush into pieces. i asked my dad to fetch us home..and on the way home, i felt something.

Awkward. i felt veri veri awkward. i dun wann to go into details but i hoped soooo much i could jus teleport home. the journey back is like walking thru fire. awkward and uneasy. haiz...better stop here.

Bought a shirt..$25..and a skirt for her..$10. haha i had earn around $600-$700 this holiday. hope to reach my $1000 b4 the sch start. currently theres no job for mi...but MAYBE i can work at epic centre orchard next week...still waiting for call.

some ppl dun like to read long post..so i decide to stop here. before i go, i need an answer. a veri honest answer. is being with mi your obligation?

Zhili> i understand. ive tried but i cant. i think i jus wait and hope for the best.

Daryll> YO! sori i dun hav the time nowadays..i free sure call u out de.. but i think u understand dat i will put her first...next time go chiong again k? dats the way man!...oh, i mean boy. u the best! ONE EGG ONE KOSONG!

Mirror mirror hanging on the wall. U dont have to tell mi, whose the biggest fool of all.