Being a hardcore blogger (who takes time to update his/her blog every single day), made mi wonder afew things.
1) Will people stop coming after they get sick of mi addressing my problems every now and than?
2) Who come to view my blog religiously everyday?
3) Will the type of things i posted became inflammatory?

see, i refuse to put a hit count. i mean, its not a popularity contest. who noes? i may even win xia xue in the number of spams! getting comments like reading my blog is fun/ im one of the few who updates regularly/ i came to ur blog everyday , it smoothens my soul. however, that brings mi to a question.

wad do people blog?
U may disagree. i dun care. cos its my blog...u see...haha
1) Show off
2) Wanting attention
3) Chi Bao Mei Shi Zhuo
i'll explain.
SHOW OFF: U noe how people like to LINK their frenz...yeaa..dats wad i mean. some people PURPOSELY put so much dat even i have to scroll down to find a faggot name starting with 'z'. dats the reason y u dont see mi linking people..but i may change my mind in the near future.
WANTING ATTENTION: whether u agree or anot, u cant change the fact dat u BLOG to let people see. u want people to view. correct? some told mi wad... Ooo..i blog is onli for myself to see...YYYEAAA!! dat makes BULLSHIT even nicer.
If dats u, delete ur blog and go dairyland.com. or u can go popular buy those dairy which have a pair of keys to lock...hahaha

Get into business.
Got myself up and kicking at 12pm. mi with my family went to do our passport. it was normal until the part where i hav to take photo.
"eh boi ar, ur hair like dat cannot le" ...and the next thing u see mi doing is standing in front of the mirror making my fringe above my eyebrown. it sux. memories of my sec sch days intruded my mind. haha the photo sux. i look like a type of japanese sushi. bused to chinatown with my mum and booked a 5day 4night tour to hong kong. its on 20th next month to 25th. my feeling was mixed. happi yet sad. y?? same old reason. met up with daryll and junyuan + his cousin to eat kaya toast at raffles. i had the urge to go up to one of the many police and ask them how much their pay is. i mean...theres SOOOOOO many of them its like S.H.E is coming to town!!!
Went back aju after rev a call frm her*. Accompanied her to blacken her hair and my evening was spent in the saloon. although quite bored, but its worth it. should be at parkway play pool but i chose to be with her...cos dats the onli time i can be with her. placed ourselves at the usual kopitiam(aju) and had a simple dinner. after she went home, i had supper with, again, the two faggot (JY and daryll). they went to my house at midnight played a couple of winning eleven matches and live happily ever after. except mi.

i dun wan to bore u with my problems again but i can really sense dat her feelings for mi had past. i tried all ways to make her happy but failed. maybe i was jus not good enough. people told mi everytime read mi blog like wan to cry laidat but u must understand im jus penning down my thoughts.

In order not to bore u, i decided to open my mind and post somthing different next time u view my blog. todays is the 12th. 12th is a day where things either start or end--at least for mi lar.

WATCH THIS SPACE.

btw, im in the stage of endurance.
12/08 - 12/09
WORST MONTH TO LIVE THRU IN MY LIFE SO FAR.