Im an elephant.
I fall down.
I cant get up.
I need someone to get mii up.

Today was a typical weekday. nuting explosive, nuting out of the ordinary.
went sch as late as usual. ppl were doing tutorial..but i cant seemed to get the hang out doing problems solving in such early in the morning.
CS presentation in the afternoon vibrated our nerves. i made a joke of myself when i opened my mouth, but slowly struggled my way back. i think i did quite well.
anyway, went to clementi to shoot pool, pah CS, and play general.
pool was not bad. won all.
CS was my personal best. toppled flag. awp map? no kick!
i play general like i play with barbii doll. lost all, almost gotten the last position in every game. maybe im not suitable for 'war' games.

so? i dun giv damn. im playing all these jus to get my mind off reality. like the song on my blog-- 'xing yu'
my heart's raining.

my life (august 12 -now):

in the middle of the rainstorm, i seek for every shelter in sight. there came none. i perked up my courage, i swam past the lake. the mist were dispersing. the view were clear. a morderatly safe looking place caught my tearly eyes. the cave, i went in, hoping for some warmth. flame evaporated my moisturised cover. i longed for a stay.
wad happen next? the ceiling cracked.

Giv mii the mouse.
Let mii die.

My hope runs dry.