Lets talk abt love today.
A good fren of mine is currently not in his best mood.
Neither am I.

Love is a complicated thing. it can lift a person's mood into overdrive, it can oso make u sinks to rock bottom.
Ppl say love makes the world go round. for the past 18 years or my life, i beg to differ. i longed for money. money cannot buy u happiness, i always knew dat, but it certainly gives u more odds at it.
I was wrong.
In a perfect world, everyone can be with the person they love. the world's not perfect.
Roufang once said this: " God has made a partner for u. all u have to do is to find dat person."
Billions of people on earth. wad if my life parner located somewhere is india?? haha...
i mean seriously, i doubt i will meet dat someone in my lifetime without some luck. i need luck. i really do.

A question for u guys:
If u can choose, will u rather choose to love, or be loved?
many will choose to be loved. they felt dat being loved makes them feel superior. i mean, who dun like the feeling of 'heyy...got a guy/gal in love wif mi.'
Everyone does. but dont u think if its too much, it will pressurized u?
Coming back,
To love someone takes lots of courage.
Best situation is, of cos, the person u like oso has the same feelings for u.
I REPEAT dat the world's not perfect. u will most likely encounter the situation where the person u like either
1) no feelings for u ;
2)likes another person.
hope urs wont fall into the latter.

Of cos, theres alot situation whereby u WONT noe whether the person has any feelings for others. This is wad i call a 'typical sad case'.
Last few months ive been thinking alot, alot. wad matter for two person to be together is THEY are both happi with each other, and they CHOOSE to be with each other. its important. if somehow u feel dat being wif dat bugger is becos of OTHER reason(s), the relationship is as good as dead. dat applies to me. im deeply saddened. im devastated at dat time.

Not now. i've since realised alot, alot. although im still feeling veri sad and lonely at times, i know i have to get on with my bloody life, whether i like it or not.
junyuan once said: "tian tian nan guo, tian tian guo."
how true.

To all people in a relationship rite now-- Bless u two. But pls remember, wad matter is YOU urself happy.
To all people who had jus broken up-- I TOTALLY understand ur feelings rite now. u may hav gone thru ur sad period, but wad i can say is, "love takes time to heal". the onli sad thing is, i really dunno how long. find dat SOMEONE who can mend ur broken heart. if all fail, find mii.
Too all people who likes someone but dat person dun like u or dunno-- u need time. answer urself this: "do u EXPECT the other party to hav the same feelings for u?" if yes, jolly well and good. if no, think HOW u can make it happen. TRY to make it happen.
Too all people who is loved by someone but u hav no feelings for dat bugger-- walao..u lucky basted.. haha..do things dat will make urself truly happi, even if it's REJECTING dat guy.

For mii, i cant make up my mind. its in a mess. its as messy as my study table.

Today lesson at 8. i reached at 8.30. CADD all the way to 12. damn boring lar.. everyone doing the drawing. haha..i did abit..but mostly on help by leeling and some others. hahaha... i dun giv a damn man. jus no mood to do. leeling oso said i damn relac... hahaha...ya ya..how true.
Went to library play general with kenny cum william. i lost like the undertaker vs mr brown.
Head to douby xchange to use the wireless there..haha DAMN fast man! they even hav the pluck there to charge...hahaha. fought with junyuan for 6matches against hard or brutel enermy. won some, lost some. we played all the way til 8.30
On the way home was scary. nuting much lar...jus scary. too bored with my life..i called dat kuku. she wanted watch tv. haiz..nevermind. i gather some stray cats and tok to them can liao..they wont watch tv de. haha.. till now, i still dunno wad to do.

haven pack my luggage yet. tmr then pack bah.

Its not early. Its hazy.

Sleeping is the onli way i can stop myself from thinking anything.

Jianwen loves u. say u love him too.