This is my first time blogging in sch..the feeling is alot different...but the words are always the same.

Finished my sch at 5...and came to library to do my circular..finally done it and sent to my teacher via email. Friday evening stay in school. how pathetic can it get. im bored. im fucking bored. i want to find people to tok to.. but ppl gets hot and cold sometimes. my classmate? yaa..toking to them is like playing with paris hilton's dog. haiz... moon cake festival..and im alone... haiz...

Damn sad...today GEMS were pathetic. its like going to attack a tiger with my laptop. My group of 5...erm..they were...how to put it...calm. haiz...nevermind..

No idea wad to do later. go home? yea...shake my leg again...yeaa..but its getting over my head. i hate festival. it onli make mii terribly sad and lonely. i had her in the past. ya. in the past. but now not anymore. people is treating mii like fuck. mayb i think too much, maybe im not myself...haiz...wad to do? almost cried out...but nope.

Continue my songs dedication from yesterday.

Chong Meng >>
http://www.mtv123.com/html/play/9/play_82154.html

Sandra >>
http://www.mtv123.com/html/play/6/play_58264.html

Jian Rong >>
http://www.mtv123.com/html/play/8/play_70224.html

"Dont let the past weigh u down"-- Psy lesson