Its amazing how feelings can die in a matter of days.

a lame joke to this, otherwise, emo-tic post.
xiao hei, xiao bai, and xiao hong went to the mountain. when they reached, which one of them fall sick??
ans: xiao bai. cos...xiao bai tu.
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(fuck u lar, jianwen, fuck u!)
okok..sorri.

I hate saturday. beside able to sleep till afternoon, its no fun at all. see, im not working. i dun need to work jus YET (i hope my $450 is restructuring).
so time is on my side.
with ample time to spend, tell mi how to waste it!?!?
study? no mood
play game? no mood
go out? ...
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nevermind.
i woke up telling myself today is saturday. a day i love to hate. everybody were either studying or sleeping. some even slept til 2pm. im not one of them, mind u, my timing changed. so...wad to do?? took my lappy, went to CM house. i actually wanted him to help him change my blog skin.. but in the end endup challenging him general. his sister veri cute. abit irritating at times, poking mii, and help mii disturb ppl on msn. i nearly used a rope to tie her up.
played til 5pm, dat basted junyuan haven came. he still sleeping. then call him everytime say "ok lai liao, lai liao." actually wanted to go makan wif a fren+ her fren. but since dat faggot coming, i waited at CM house, waiting all three of us to play. wad happened was, the three of us couldnt connect at a time. finally gave up at around 7.30. shit. so late liao..dunno whether to go makan dinner at orchard anot.
thinking,
thinking,
still thinking.

In the end, i didnt go. dat fucker didnt wan to accompany mii. say wad, Oo..no money. fuck u boi. u work sooo much tell mii no money. everytime i say i treat sure go de. wtf... i mean, i really dun mind treating a fren dinner. im not rich, but im dun eat bread for dinner.
im sori to make it personal but he is jus a selfish fucker who onli cares abt himself.
last few weeks when he super sad dat time i tried to stay wif him. now ok liao jus care abt himself. where was he when im sad?? when im going thru a transition jus month ago, where was he?
reality hurts.
ppl onli cares abt themselves.
truth hurts.

i dun wanna waste my space toking abt tiny matters.
nobody noes wad im feeling.
wad hurt mii, do u noe? (stop getting so emo, jianwen..cheerup!)

Anyway,
No matter how good a director is, he still needs his cast.

but i keep asking myself.
Is it becos of mi, dat makes ppl din bother?

go to sleep. hope i dun wake up.