To all my faithfull reader, ive decided not to carry on toking abt my past relationship.
its no use weeping over a few hundred dollers.
If u want it so much, jus take it.
If not i'll bring it to ur father's funeral.
Im not rich, but i can now throw $200 at ur face without battling an eyelid.
Stop munching abt who promised wad shit.
Jus...jus forget it.
Im wasting my time even to think abt it.

Sch starting tmr...same as usual, i'll always be the first to reach class, get top score in all my module, help out in my 7 CCAs, and get home early to study.
im a good kid, if u dunno...

But a perfect world like those mentioned wont happen in my life.
i rather work then playing football.
i rather work then going town shopping.
i rather work then meeting 3frens play general.
i rather work then going on a date with Asaka Seto.
i rather work then slacking at home shake leg.
i rather work then going to sch.
okok...sch IS impt..but i go to sch is like asking mii to kiss a monkey.

Two things hit mii in my skull.
i'll tok abt these two things today.
1) Money
2) Trust

Money doesnt make the world goes round. Mother nature does.
Different ppl takes the value of money differently.
at the age of 4, u need $2 to buy an ice-cream.
at the age of 8, u need $4 for ur recess.
at the age of 12, u need $10 for ur digimon card.
at the age of 16, u need $20 for ur CD.
at the age of 20, u need $50 for ur dinner.
at the age of 24, u need $..............
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ok i'll stop being lame.
The point is, the demand's higher when one gets older.
a 15year old can tell mii money cant buy u love, trust, friends, kins, and wadever.
see, im not trying to be sarcastic.
if i try to be, i'll have no more frens left.
this shows the level of maturity of the youngs these days.
quote mii, they are right.
Livia made her point.
Candiiced made hers.
But thing is, is money really so impt?
No to a 16year old.
Yes to a 60 year old.
Lets take it seperately. stop toking abt kins, happiness, frens, ect.
WAD can u do, when u onli left $10 in ur pocket.
money cant rule everything. yes, we cant bring it to our grave.
but do u noe, in most families of low income, money is ALWAYS the issue for breakups, qurrels, and even assassination?
this things dun hit u when u are young. u can tok like a 40year old on how money cant buy u love.

i admit. i dunno much.
im jus 18.
i still have alot to learn.
but these things, ive learnt it first.
and its a sensitive issue to bring in here.
so i'll jus stop.

Next thing i'll tok abt -- Trust.
Its easy to gain trust.
Its even easy to lose trust.
But its near-impossible to regain trust.
I'll do wad i said.
I did.
and i'll still do.
Some ppl jus dun hav the brain to interpret between promise/proposal.
I wont say she's stupid.
but..i dunno wad word to use beside dat.
maybe im the stupid one.

Livia >> Wad u said is true. but.... im sure u wont be saying the same things after u got wad i experienced.
Candiiced >> My last explaination to u abt dat matter. -- I said i'll return u the money if u quit dat job. But u never accept my proposal. u tok NUTING abt it, till 3months later when u have no money to return wad u owed. i dun blame u. ppl play with others mistake to gain innocent. i did not check my acc. i did not noe whether u really did return to mii. cos i felt dat.. if u are not guilty for not returning back, i'll jus treat this as a lesson learnt. i wont let a small amount of money to hider my life. even if u haven return mii a single cents, dun worry, jus keep it. take care frm now, money isnt everything.

Tmr wad time start sch huh?
SHIT...haven ask...