Its hard hearing a fren having problems.
relationship weights heavily on our teenager's heart..
He whom has a dream as mii, had lost perpective.
Without revealing wad happened,
the situation is abt the same as mine.
perhaps abit better.
tok more later.

Someone asked mii : "how u like a person?"
I was almost speechless.

Managed to wake up around 8+
reached sch early enough for my mother to be proud of.
Did nuting but reading historical forum on suikoden2.
wonder how i cope with my 3D drawing.
Zhili jus have all the luck.
haiz..spent the whole afternoon in sch doing ideas.
But reap wad was sowed.
its is ALMOST done.

After sch went town.
Shop, pool, shop, makan, home.
Loads of fun, beside spending another bomb.

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Relationship weights veri veri heavily in teenager's heart.
mii too, am a victim.
It makes u smile,
makes u cry,
makes u forget ur worries,
makes u touch the sky.
But for every positive affirmation, theres always the low-down.
It makes u 'waste' money,
makes ur relationship with ur frens go rock-bottom,
makes u too dependent on the person.
Seriously specking, for people age 18,19
its one of the 'must-have'
cos if without, it'll makes u feel lonely and lonely and loney and (ok, stop it)
but the thing is, is it worth it?
will it last?
can both parties be mature enough to give in or out when situation permits?
can both withstand heavy current?
A note to take: the tide is high.
18year old, as i believe, is at a transition stage.
a stage where place u in between adults and kids.

As evyone noes, adult cane children.
18year old is a stage between caning and kana caned.
correct? make sense?
ok, a person's physical and mental growth at 18 may not be as significant as those age 14.
but its a point where we take in major info to our otherwise 'settled' brain.
our mind is somehow fixed. thinking, ways of doing things, habit, attitude.
be it good or bad, we are somewhat used to it.

So for a relationship to kick start,
its (honestly) easy.
but maintaining a relationship starting at 18 is an uphill task.
14, 15 year old? haha it'll then like a vertical slop.
Relac. We're young.

For a fren starting with 'J',
If a girl with stead likes another guy, i can tell u honestly, its not a girl worth having for.
How sure are u, she'll not do dat in the future.
i like aselin debison in the past, y not now?
its the same thinking.
Do u still listen to westlife songs?
i mean, if u like a person, its not ur fault.
its not anybody's fault.
how sure are u, she will not be the one break ur heart?
sometimes, giving up doesnt mean u are weak. it means u can let go.
but sometimes, time plays a crucial part.
Absent makes the heart grow fonder.
but it can oso let u forget the fondness.
its time to decide.
either u give in,
or give up.
cos she said she wants to be single.
but u never noe, hearts can change.
as easily as the flow of water,
things may go ur way.
but one thing's sure.
u must decide.
dun dilly dally like ah gua laidat.
but better then mii lar.
Dun waste ur money lar...
later come to mii look for jobs again.
money not easy earn ok!

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Shit, valentine's day coming.
am i looking for power?