My heart shrink abit today.
my gut feelings is telling me all is not well.
Wanting approval to show my struggle,
i turn to this blog here.
publicly anot, the true intention is well hidden.

For those who somehow has a faintest idea of wad im toking,
im in an evolving stage.
a stage where loser's out.
if u cant win in a game,
if u cant solve puzzle,
u are a loser.
If u still haven got a clue,
giving up doesnt mean u are weak,
it means u can let go.

Viewing replica life stories enhanced my guts.
im still in a dilemma of to of not-to.
changes pouring over mi like current these past months,
i grabbed the seaweed and drowned dead.
time hasnt been good,
as world keeps on revolving.
the age has changed since past,
to a standard where u have to make full use of minutes.

If not,
u'll be left behind by others,
who'll jus look back and see u lagging behind.
dats not wad i want.
dats not wad all of u wants.
so an advise here.
never lose in a fight.
continue to solve a puzzle even if it takes months.
the only one who can make u give up,
is yourself.

Im wen.
Jianwen.
Time to show hand.