Life is like a vodka.
It makes u feel good
it makes u drunk.
the trick is simple.
the amount u drink holds the key.
too little makes no effect.
too much makes u dizzy.
The right amount,
with the right flow,
dispel all unwanted happiness.

Compare to other close friends,
i seemed to be in a more contented position.
everyone will reach a crossroad in life.
the direction u take is crucial.
its like deciding whether to go toilet shit in the middle of exam.
chances are,
we may take the wrong route,
and couldnt head back.

Had a drink with a colleague after work.
pour out almost all my problems,
and take in his.
one thing surprises me.
there are actually alot out there whose having the same problems.
not knowing does not mean doent exist.
leslie, the Vietnam man,
lost his mp4 and camera the moment he landed on the island.
cor him swey,
cor him stupid,
wad a poor thing...
jy is sooooo sooooo sick
dat made him lie on the bed whole day.
complaining to jessica how his heart's hurting.
mark...haiz...dun ask dun ask...
i dun wish to tok abt other ppl problems here,
and wont do it unless hebe ask mi for a candlelight dinner.
wad i can say is,
we all having a common problem.
a problem so pivotal dat we live or die by it.
or without it.

Sometimes,
letting go doesnt mean u are weak.
it means dat u can let go.
but sometimes,
letting go means never having to try,
and without trying,
u'll never know whether it'll work.
ive tot abt it.
its all about our mentality.
out mentality about life, our mentality towards life.
how we sees it,
and how we handle unsound situations.
We can continue to live without a care,
but sometimes,
it'll hurt us more.
to my advice to him is,
either u go all out,
or give all up.
Hiding or procrastinating often leads to uncertainty.

Now, back to me.
im in a crossroad.
i nid a sign.
a sign to indicate where i shall travel next.
im living each day with uncertainties.
may lord may mercy.