This is a picture of a drawer in my room.
see that box in the corner inside?
it contains a journey i once had,
a beautiful memory.
A secret to all of u:
I didnt have the courage to even peep at it
since i put it in a year back.

I believe everyone has a weak spot,
no matter how strong dat person is.
something dear to their heart triggers and tears shall form a river.
I cant say im still living in the past,
ive walked out of it
but some things just cant get it off the bloody head.

Mine u,
this is not another sad sad girly girly post.
but jus take this moment as u are reading,
to think of something once happened to u
dat has gone deep down into ur heart,
and stayed there since.
something which is unforgettable,
and to u, its a memory u may even love to forget.
but one hard truth.
U cant.

Im sure getting thru life isnt like playing RPG where
the stronger u are,
the better chance u survive.

See, we are living in spore,
theres no nid to learn martial arts to defend ourself
as u most probably wont find urself kana hunt by a tiger or leopard while walking home.

Wad we nid is to learn how to restart after we game over.

Moving-on and trying to forget is two totally different thing.

Wad does ur family means to u?
do u, like me, treat ur house like a hotel?
do u, like me, see ur parent's nagging as nuisance?
do u, in all honesty, even care abt ur own family?

Being a teenager is god damn bloody hard.
As a 19 year old, we nid to balance things.
Family,
Work,
Love,
Friends,
School,
Entertainment.
Sleep.

In awe,
Im now actually more concentrate on 3 things.
and neglecting the rest.
I noe..i nid a change.

Play more, and u lose concentration in ur studies.
Go out wif ur gf/bf more, and end up losing time being with friends.
Work more, and spend no time with ur family members.
Sleep more, and end up late going sch.
Go out with friends more, and spend alot money.
Study more, and...
and...
oh ya..nvr tot of dat b4..
haha..
but..but then..
HOW CAN!?!?
i mean...haha..i must be joking.

Nvmd.
Take care guys.
i will c u when i c u.