A person by the name of Veron tagged my blog.
saying dat drunked people tells the truth.
hey..
wad nonsense..?
i did call her dat day and tell her to forget wad i said
cos i dun even actually remembered
but the msg she sent mi the next day
told me clear-cut, dat other character appeared in the book,
and to me,
there'll be no use to revive it.

I jus had two bottles of brezzer.
but it tastes like water bottle.

Since im still sober right now,
i'll tell everyone this.
this failed relationship didnt decrease my self-confidence.
wad im trying to say is,
ive given my all.
i may find someone better
but she may never find someone better.
sometimes i jus seriously wonder.
can DAT GUY be better then me?
ok, maybe more macho, more handsome.
but in terms of treating her,
i dun think anyone can win.
haha..im not trying to be hao lian kkz.
okok
i may oversee myself,
but truth are harder to take in.
and of cos, i wont waste time blogging abt a ger who dumped someone jus becos he talks nonsense when drunk.
and i REALLY hate those ppl who stayed at someone's back
trying to snatch ppl away.
i really hate dat.
immature, childish, u may cor them,
but hey..it did works though...maybe i can try..

BEFORE ANYONE OF U WAN TO COME MY BLOG KAO PEI KAO BU,
OKOK
ALL MY FAULT CAN?
HAPPY?
SHE DIDNT DO ANYTHING.
YES I HURT HER
MY FAULT!!!

haha..hahaha..
posted this problem in a forum..
and one person read my mind.
how to overcome this?
and the answer is,
FOOD.
wth..HAHAHA..

One thing.
i dun nid ppl to console mi any further,
telling me abt the one dat involve trees.
ive heard enough during my last breakup..
haha this time i can recite to myself, no problem.

I may find someone better
but i doubt she may ever find someone better.
dats me.
im jianwen.