Wednesday, August 01, 2007 @ 11:15 pm
hmmms ,.
there is no desperate situation .
there is only being desperate in situations .


i am now without my computer , ps2 and my sashimi .
i feel that life isnt the same like before (:
tons of thing needs to be done ,
but my hands aint moving , neither my brain .
errm errm ,
returned my mac book to its owner before bombing $50 on fcuker matches .
errm ,
brought home two 1g flash drive to found out that i have no computer to test it with .
hmmms , bu dong xie shen me lehs .
how arrs how arrs ?
my mind is like ka swallon peanut .


hey guys ,
now adays ive been dreaming ,
dreaming of something i shouldn't have recollection of .
see ,i didn't have this kind of experience before ,
but ive been dreaming of *c.....e* for three times in a week .
it scares the hell out of me .
i seriously wonder what all these mean .
is god telling me to contact her ?
or is god telling me to check my feelings before playing on one ?
i seriously dont know .
if i keep thinking about it , my head will get bigger than DHL balloon ( near bugis ).


Sorry to people i promised to buy donuts for today .
i did not go to school due to tears and wares .


im looking forward to a day where i can love again .

*i was fishing in a pond .
the pond was huge , fishes came and went .
some stayed around my hook ,providing me a sight of company .
one was hooked up to be given a name .
without water and proper care ,
it died a cheerful death .
i stood up and left .
changing a pond to fish in .*


the name i once loved lives to love another name .


- " this post was written by the help of cherlyn :D "
-JIANWEN xD