
It is completely none of my business,
but i'll just post down my thoughts and feelings abt it.
a fren of my fren commited suicide yst.
dat leaves me shocked and stoned.
17 year old.
onli child in the family.
problems includes bearing a child, and relationships.
im not gonna go into details, as im not personally a fren of hers,
but it serves as a reminder to all of us.
when u feel dat u have nuting more to lose,
remember, u still have a life, and be grateful for it.
I tasted my own tears upon hearing the news.
but from wad i understand,
my fren was not in fault,
no matter how bad she was made out to be.
a suicide is an own decision of the victim.
u cant blame anyone,
u cant blame fate neither.
maybe is the large amount of stress dat victim was in.
maybe she was facing too much trouble.
ive told my fren one thing.
in order to regret on something,
it means dat u will do a different thing when the event de javu.
i cannot verdict whether the victim had done wrong or not,
but death is certainly a penalty too big to pay.
may god bless her soul.
My mei (yes! u! adeline!) called me,
telling me how im capable to transform a boring life into an interesting post.
and my sense of humor had gone up a notch.
which is great,
as events after events poured onto me like
stepping elephants.
went to clementi aftersch,
and got back home early to shake leg.
forums browsing had become a gr8 part of my life,
and posting my problems there seems inevitable.
Did a 'brain' test,
which results shows dat my brain is 60% female, 40% male.
hahas..omg..i do like girls!!!
maybe is becos im too sensitive bah... and emotional (not emo. please)
exams drawing near, its round the corner, at the washing machine there.
im gonna study real hard!!!
jus to prove to myself,
im a smart fellow!!
only idiots and lazy bums fail exams.
im all but stupid kkz..haha
life is great,
if u compare to people worst then u.
cherish ur life guys,
u only live once.
but dun sigh up for m1.