I jus heard of a news abt a couple (u-know-who) breaking up.
and im relieved.
im relieved not becos i wan to see the better of her,
im relieved becos ive proved my point.
to myself, at least.
I like to live my life like a korean drama.
where gud guy lives happily,
the bad ones suffer.
the things i couldnt get,
i wont wan other people to get it.
dats my childish self.
Few things i wan to resolve here.
1) Cherish
after i heard of dat particular news, although im sad for her, im really glad ive proved my point. dat is to show her the things she slipped thru her hand.
ive always believe in maintaining.
be it relationships,
kinships
or normal frens.
if u dun spend time and put ur heart in something,
it will deterolate thru time.
and how impt it is to cherish wad we have now.
like how jessica once told mi
we must learn to ''zhi zu''
which is to cherish wad we have,
rather then wishing for more.
im super happy with the news, dun ask me why. its not a good one.
2) Friendster
i sincerly believe in able to find true friends thru frendster.
its a network allowing us to noe more people, and to, in my case, lisiao (disturb) more people.
but ive realised some trend in it.
i- people like to give themsleves nicknames.
if u are tired to people calling them xiao" , eg xiaotoottoot, u are not alone.
with all due respect to 'xiaozhuzhu' (my fren), they are acting like small kids ready to learn how to cycle.
ii- people like to put a " in front of their name, eg " mary.
reason being so dat his/her name can be in the top few pages when ppl searching thru their fren's list.
i wanna ask one thing.
for wad??????
so wad if u are in the front? does dat makes u have more frends?
but i think....haha, ya, its true though.
iii- people who have more then 500 friends.
nid i say more?
jus tell mi...who are the ones u are in contect?
filter them out it should leave u less then 50.
iv- guys who like to take side-view of their hair.
see, ive seen alot guys puting their photo of their side view.
its to show off the new stylo hair cut they have/had.
the one which have some fancyful design on their hair (shaved).
u think girls will like,
oh u got nice hair! i wan to be ur fren!!
....think again. (although some are like dat)
v- people who act emo.
hey hey..i think putting down ur head and cover ur face with ur hair is emo?
and put the box bside saying 'im emo' is emo?
haiz... its like people putting 'fark off' in frenster.
if u wan to be emo u can go boat quey or call some counselling hotline, not in frendster.
if u wan ppl to fark off u can do dat in ur sch forum, not in frenster.
yes, i have alot problem xd
3) dreams.
after wad i gone thru these few weeks,
i cantell u one thing. i hate dreams. i abhor dreaming.
mind u, its not abt how vampire frightens me.
its the reminiscent of sweet memories coming back to hunt me.
in jus two weeks,
ive deamt of 'c....ce' 4times, 'c....y' 2times.
wtf man...its like i woke up, evythings gone.
so im sleeping lesser and lesser..
and declare war on dream god, if there is one.
u noe wad.
i had a funny dream yst.
i dreamt dat i was fighting with nick!!! (my manager)
haha..wads more..i was teaming up with keller (my ex-supervisor) and we oso able to fly.
hahaha...like dragonball man..all actions so fast, its like wind.
nope, no ending..after dat my alarm rang.
4) Riches.
ta ma de!!! knnbccb... how come evytime i buy toto,
onli hit 3 number!?!?
give mi the 6million toto and i'll be a happy man. trust me.
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tmr ct exam.
pray for me.
nite.
