"The worst way to miss someone,
is to stand beside her,
knowing u cant have her,
see her,
or be with her." --Wen (edited from an email)

A person have to keep moving forward.
if not, he will keep looking behind,
lagging down his movement.

Theres this song a fren of mine once taught me.
I like the lyrics.

"Sha zhi cai yi wei (only idiots will think)
Cai shi de te bei (a beautiful beginning)
Jie ju jui hui wan mei (will lead to a beautiful ending)
xin shuo bian jiu bian (heart changes without notice)
shuo you hui yi (all the memories)
bian de yao yuan (faded away)"

And the chorus goes:

Wo de xin dao di li ni you duo yuan (how distant my heart separated from yours)
nan dao zhen de
mei you she me rang ni liu lian (are there really nothing worth for u to think back?)
wo duo zi du ta rang ni jian jue (how jealous for me to see him letting u stand again)
wo men de yong yuan (our future)
ni yi kan bu jian (jus faded into air)
Zhe me hui bu jian (how did it gone wrong)
....
....

I love this song :)


Anyway, a fren of mine asked mi
"how can u forget someone?"
Ive thought abt it for a long time..
and feel dat
"the only way for u
not to look back,
is to move forward."
(jianwen, wad shit u toking??)
NVMD =.="
dun think anyone understands mi...haiz..

Worked for the both weekends,
feeling abit jaded.
sold quite alot things..
like one imac+final cut 2
to a amex black card owner
$5000+ splash like ease
omg...if only next time my gf so rich
haha

Sch tmr..9am
my life's a bore.
will someone come
and make it better.