"Things are getting more hurtful then i tot it would.
and it did not heal with time" --Wen

Ladies and gentlemen.
Jianwen shall stop emo-ing,
and get back to do wad he did best.
(shake leg?)
yupp.....huh?
NO!!!
BLOG!!

See, ive received alot comment and condolence abt my situation,
and thanks to evyone who sms, tag, msn, or even called me trying to
figure out my problems and de-stress me.
and surprise, surprise...
(wad? strike toto ah??)
no lar...
jus dat i actually realized ALOT ppl is viewing my BLOG!!!
old friends, long lost friends, haha..
gai kan de ren kan.
b gai kan de ren ye kan!
hahas..

Wad i did nowadays...
well..beyond words.
if i were to type all down NOW,
i'll finish after the sun rises.
Jus keep it short, yea...

This time the IT show is significantly different from wad i had experienced before.
no feel...!!!!
although customer keeps on pounding at times,
my sales is lesser then the slides in my powerpoint presentation for CRS.
if i can't do sales,
hmm...
maybe i'll got for..
...
dragonboat??
(HEY!)
Oh, sori..

Things aren't getting any better.
poured out my feelings to a few frenz,
and they did point out certain things ive missed.
One have to look at two situation to determines the differences in their action.
lF asked: "what if this is happening before u all start?"
see,
If dats the case, i wont be having a chance at all,
consider the location and timing difference.
its scary...
how a few weeks can change.

I nearly lost it today.
(LOST WAD??)
(LOST WAD???)
(Oo oO Ohhh...)
><
lost my head.
(chey!)

Some things are best left unsaid.