To be honest,
I worry a little too much, abt different things.
People my age, Nineteen and green,
will most likely tend to be worrying about..
Things a typical 19 year old worries about:
1) Education (How they have to finish their endless projects in time, and get a GPA of 3.5),
2) Financial (How to afford to watch movie every two days, or how to save up to get the latest PSP which everybody has)
3) Relationship (Finding ways to chat up with the classmate added in MSN and looking around for that person everyday in school foodcourt)
Besides all these, we live life like Marco polo, expecting the sun to rise and set at its own pace.
For me,
I tend to worry abt things dat happened, and how it will change my life,
and things dat has not yet happened.
ok,
chim.
dun understand?? dun wry...
let me explain...
I seriously have no aim or goal in life.
i jus go with the flow,
living day by day,
the most i can think of abt my future is next week,
where i nid to give my working roster :)
if u ask me wad i wan to do in the future,
i'll give u the blank look as if someone created a time-machine.
do wad??
i dunno wad i wan to do.
i dun wan to even think of it.
yes, its sad, i know..
coming from a 19 year old guy which turns 20 in a few more months.
My studies cannot make it.
GPA 1.2, repeating 2 modules.
definitely wouldnt continue studying after my diploma (if i managed to get one),
Still have NS unattended.
im not young anymore..
and im currently working part time in this conflict aroused company which pays me peanut.
its like a war-zone, people fighting each other,
some openly, some behind the scene.
i understand it happens in almost all company
but y can't jus let a brunch of happy go lucky part-timer work together??
Money.
its smth i'll never have enough, partly due to my inconceivable spending habit.
people asked me to change, yes, i know i nid to change,
but still,
im earning jus THAT much.
500 - 600 per month.
and im 19 year old, in the peak of having my enjoying of life.
how much seriously u wan me to save???
im really sick and tired of having to contemplate at night,
figuring wad how to advance in the near future.
My job is shaky,
my studies forever CMI,
my bank always single digit.
HOW DO U FEEL IF U HAVE TO BORROW MONEY FROM DIFFERENT PEOPLE EVERY MONTH!?!?!?!?!?
ren yuan hao oso cnt laidat mah!
exams coming, and im sitting here pulling my hair out.
too tired, still nid to work, no work no money,
and...
and...
theres few more things I nid to worry abt.
no one knows wad it is...
Din wan to disclose it.
The hair dat comes out from my head are white, i swear.
I cant advance in my job.
I cant advance in my studies.
I cant advance in my life.
Im a living dead, playing along with life.
HAHAHAHAHAHA....
ELMO emo xia...
HAHAHAHAH.....
im jus too stress,
gdnite :))
