Tell me why (edited)

Its been a couple of days
since I came into the club
slacking all the time
every time
sit till I lao sai
nothing feels the same
cause im so
used to being held
boss would be concerned of me but never will i tell
that i was playing game
using the computer in my hand
the one which runs window 2000 and slow till cmi
i still dont know wad went wrong
or why i have to work
not only on weekdays baby but also on weekend
and now it seems like ive lost everything i ever had
everything worth living for
flying away from my hand
living everyday
questioning myself the same thing
boss left without a reason
left me here
watching youtube

remember the days i used to sleep
every morning till sun comes up and disturb my sweet dreams
now i nid to wake up
before every one else
hoping things would go back
to how it was long ago
tell me why
wad makes you decide to make me come
tell me why
why is it at the chinese swimming club
tell me why