Monday, April 06, 2009 @ 11:34 am
21 Soon to be
To err is human
To forgive, divine

All these months,
what have i been doing...

Still remember the times in sec sch,
i promised myself i'll work super hard if manage to get into poly
and here i go..
repeating modules after modules
one of the worst GPA in spore poly
skipped lessons,
skipped tutorials.
but hey
time passed in a blink of an eye

21 years old dun really mean much to me
see, WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE?
ok, im no longer an infant in the eye of the law,
i'll become more responsible for any wrongdoings
i can watch R21 movies
i get the key to adulthood.

After u turns 18,
time passes like nobody business.
My life started to change dramatically when i started poly.
I smoke-d
I drink
I dyed my hair pink

Was in double-o the other day for lionel's bday.
I was down after eight shots tequila.
down
i still wondering how i got home that day
see, drink isn't really one of my fav things to do
i mean,
it dun taste nice!
but...its the feeling after u drink
the part that makes u feel loose.
laugh without a reason,
live like without any problems.

And hey,
my time table is out
gonna go sch for three days,
abt 2 hours each.
haha...sch
omg..
i feel...so alone, after all my frens graduated.

CMPB for my medical checkup the other day
got into PES C
shit
i wanted so much to go into PES E
but why on earth did the doctor think im so fit!?!?
i had 4x dislocated shoulder,
2x operation
and whole lots of problems like fever and neck pain
after sleeping at 4am continuous for days.

Anyway,
no money alr..
spent almost 1k this month...
mad

Need to recoup and save my earnings for my NS
$400 how to survive!?!?!?!?
and oh ya,
i really used to hate NS man
for particular reason

PES C!!!!
omg...cant stop thinking abt it...
modified BMT,
need to do IPPT
maybe i'll just act dead.
dead people no need serve NS rite...?