Things has not been looking good so far.
so many things happened recently for the past weeks
im sick
im having quarrels with everybody
those whom i love treated me like fucking shit
but i know wad im worth.
need a place for me to hide,
maybe only for a night
dun worry,
i'll be good
i know there's still people looking at this blog.
let me share something.
everytime things went well for u,
god will step a foot or two.
and make u demoralized
its like a chart.
it hit right at the bottom
but i still firmly believe,
after all the storm
things will get back even better
it may take awhile..
one year
two year
or maybe a few years
but i'll get through this.
i've never really been in this situation before.
so much so that i can only rely on a couple of person
im 21
not a kid anymore
really really need to think for myself
fence for myself
i need to get out of my usual practice
out of my comfort zone.
acknowledge that things had changed, and make amendment to it.
no use holding back things i shouldn't have, or shouldn't enjoy.
Life is passing too fast before my eyes
need to slow down abit...
i make one thing clear.
all the name i love and all my frens
u know me for wad i am.
im real, i dun pretend
if u love me or like me as a fren, as a person, good.
if not, leave me.
i can tear down my pillars of support.
i'll stand straight by myself
watch this space.
and yes, my macbook air is gone :)
